a smile will last a while, while a frown will bring you down, me on the other hand, im just mad!

I wasn't enough... i have never been enough.... for anyone... i was just the tasty appetizer before the main meal. I'm pleasing to the tongue but you'll never settle for me.... all i have ever wanted was something lasting.... even for the shortest of time period.... something with minor permanence. Something that suggests that i am worth more than a one night stand. You all show me your weaknesses. Unveiling yourselves to me, and praying for my acceptance. And i do... i find you perfect the way you are.... but you never find my weakness... my cry for acceptance.. you in your selfish world, of oh i am ugly, or oh i am weak, you fail to see the slut you make me to be... you use me for your emotional needs, then discard me when your needs are met.... are you done with me now.

You fear exposure of this weakness, this flaw you can quite hide. And while you blind yourselves with fear, i stand there arms wide, and pray its me you'll think about tomorrow. More than the random phone call pleading for help, pleading for acceptance, pleading for flattery.